SMILE, LIFE'S BEAUTIFUL. (=

2012-01-27T04:49:00.001-08:00

A great movie, must watch. Laughed like mad while watching with ck today. Great day spent! <3

2012-01-26T08:57:00.001-08:00

Hello! Happy Chinese new year everyone! ((: okay, though today is like, the 4th day of new year. :x well, new year was definitely awesome for me this year. Went to kl to visit my relatives, cousins etc. Yepp, the best part was the second day, when I became like a nanny, bringing 5 kids to the genting highlands. The adults went to the casino and I'm left with 5 kids. Troublesome but definitely adorable bunch of cousins I have. We went to play with the roller coaster rides and I really got a fun time there. Omg, we were like, screaming like mad. And the kids were running all around. :/ overall, everything was really fun-fun-fun. Next new year, I hope we can go there together, as a family again. Alright, I think I'm getting a little boring here huh. :p photos ~~

2012-01-17T04:23:00.001-08:00

Maybe I'm being too sensitive.

2012-01-14T06:51:00.001-08:00

Hello, the lazy bum is here again. Okay, I feel that I am getting lazier and lazier each day, especially since now is the holiday for me. Somehow, I feel kinda weird when I see the juniors going for classes while i'm like, literally rotting at home. Like eat, sleep, eat, sleep, work. It's like a mundane routine everyday! :O I think I really need to break free from this routine which is like, making me grow < wide like that > in size! Ohmygosh. Perhaps, it's time for me to do some.. Serious studying to prepare myself, as I step into a new environment, a new college, with new friends, new tchrs, new faces. Srjc - here I come. Hwaitingggggg! :D

一切就由天来注定吧. 我的心是不会说变就变的. 希望你也一样. (:

2012-01-10T02:44:00.001-08:00

其实，我没有你想象种那么大方，那么好，我很小气。
Okay, I do admit I get jealous at times, maybe everytime. But how can I not get jealous ? Sometimes, I feel really hurt... Have you considered about my feelings ? ...
Perhaps, I ain't the one.. Do you really........ Treasure me ?

2012-01-09T04:12:00.001-08:00

Okay, I think my hair looks really cui. Literally cui. :x okay, got back my o' level results today and I think, I'm really satisfied. Thankyou up and down for everything. I think my hardwork finally paid off, really. Well, it's really heart-wrenching to see my besties being upset because of their results.. I don't know how to really encourage them, but whatever it is, I think I will definitely tell them never to give up no matter what happens in life. When life gives you a hundred reason to cry, show that you've got a thousand reason to smile, because life's beautiful. Really. Thankyou everyone, especially the teachers who taught me. Deeply appreciated. Andddd of course my dears for being there for me whenever I feel down, whenever I need help. 4 years in yuying was simply fantastic with awesome people. I really thank up an down for everything. ((: now, it's time for me to move on to another chapter of life, another new school for me and all my dears. 加油吧，朋友们。不管我们未来的距离有多远，再见还是朋友。((: 谢谢你们。亲爱的育英，再见了.

2012-01-08T07:31:00.001-08:00

Tmrw, tmrw, tmrw! Ohnonononononono!
The feeling is likeeee, I cannot wait to see my results but I'm afraid to face the reality! :xxxx ohnommomomo, jiayou qiqi! Gambatehhhhhhhh! :D

2012-01-07T17:21:00.001-08:00

One more day. One more day. One more day! :O

2012-01-07T01:26:00.001-08:00

Nonono, 2 more days to results day.

Whyyyyyyy eh. :@
You always make me feel so helpless, useless.

2012-01-06T07:44:00.000-08:00

Ohnonononono.

It's officially 3 more days to the release of O' level results! :x

Timorous. OKAY.

I know likee, it's no point to get worried now, kinda too lateeee, but i am still worried.

OMG, i cannot stop counting down to the day. :O

I NEED TO CHILL ~

OHYEAH, HAPPY BIRTHDAY OCK. ((:

2012-01-05T07:12:00.001-08:00

I am speechless. Well. I don't know. Why.

2011-12-31T08:30:00.000-08:00

HELLO DEARS! :D
It's officially 01012012!

A new year, a new start, a new chapter of life begins for me.

Well, i have many thing's i've wanted to do in 2011, i managed to complete some, not all though.

In the new 2012, i promise to put in my best effort in everything i do! :D

mmm, i've likee a lot to say, but i don't know where to start.

OKAY. WELL, i just want to say a biggg happy new year to all and yepp, enjoy the year. ((:

ALL WILL BE WELL! :D

10 more days. :*

Hohoho! Merry Christmas! :D

2011-12-25T07:42:00.001-08:00

Hellooooo! It's Christmas today! ((: merry christmas to everyone out there! Hope everyone had a blessed and joyful one. For me, it was simply awesome. ((:

2011-12-23T05:41:00.001-08:00

Wellohello! :D Christmas is coming! :D and soon, new year's coming too! Hehee. I'm excited for new year! 10 of January will be the death day. Omggg, results are really going to be released soon! :( I am scared! :O

2011-12-22T07:05:00.001-08:00

"It is not how much we have, but how much we enjoy, that makes happiness. "

i really hope that the world would be filled with happiness. Everyone should be cheerful and face challenges with enthusiasm. Yepp, don't emo ler! :D

2011-12-19T03:01:00.001-08:00

My accomplishment today! :D it's finally getting longer yepppp! I am determined to finish it! It's time to read my storybook now. (:

2011-12-18T07:26:00.001-08:00

Hello, I'm really boredddd. :O today was quite okay, not very exciting though. :x well, went for workkkk in the morning, then OT!! Till like 4 when I was supposed to end at 1. :| met stupid monkey at night and went for dinner, thennnn home sweet home. (: i've decided.. I WILL MAKE EVERYDAY EXCITING AND I WILL MAKE SURE I DO SOME ENRICHING STUFFS! Jiayou qiqi, gambateh! :D
My eye lashes like... Centipede ? :p

2011-12-17T06:26:00.001-08:00

Hello! :D i'm backkkk! Yesterday an today was really relaxing, didn't work as I could not manage to book any slots. SOOO, I went out. :p yesterday, I went to hougang mall's library to borrow books to read so that I could kill timeee. Well, shopped around and went to buy some clothings etc. today, went to sentosa to celebrate xiru's birthday. It was kinda... Considered a spoilt event due to the rainy weather. Didn't managed to really play, but perhaps catch a glimpse of the beach. :O well, after that went to meet eilleen and Haowen, but jiajia could not attend, so we went to shop around bugis for like.. 45 minutes, then we went our separate ways. :( saddd, perhaps we can really meet up and have a good catch up another time! :D after that, I went to cut hair with yuanhui, thennnnn. Home. (: Yepp. Tmrw will be our TGIS again! <33333333

2011-12-12T07:36:00.001-08:00

I feel like adopting all the kids without patents in the world. I have this sudden urge to hug a kid. Omg, kids are really adorable. Oh gosh. I think I am mad. :p

2011-12-11T07:30:00.001-08:00

Ohayo! It's the end of the TGIS for today! :D this week was a busy yet wonderful one, I learnt a lot. Especially from working in the rise restaurant. Working isn't tiring, it only becomes tiring when you see yourself slogging so hard while the others are slacking. Aiyoh, now I understand why people tend to like, get on good ties with the people of higher ranks and suck up to them! :xx really no offence to anyone out there, but my personal opinion. :| well, nevertheless, I learnt a lot, so yepp, all was worth the while! Today's sushi buffet dinner was awesomely great! Thankyou dearest! <3

2011-12-09T18:12:00.001-08:00

Ohayo! It's 10am in the morning now! I feel like a total zombie, oh gosh. Hadn't had enough of my beauty sleep ahhh, I think I can really sleep while even standing right now. :xx I'm half-dead, like a walking zombie I can say. HAHAHA. Well, yesterday's second experience at the skypark was kinda great, at least 10x better than what I had expected! Phew, I really heaved a sigh of relieve at 1.30am when we ended work. Today will be at rise again, it's going to be great! And, tmrw will be TGIS again! Omg, I always love Sundays. :P what a hectic yet awesome week. Tmrw's going to be a great day! <3

2011-12-08T08:50:00.001-08:00

也许我的存在并不重要，你真的让我伤心了. 或许我真的很小气，很令人烦，但是我真的很伤心，4 年了.. 我.... 无话可说，对不起。我不是不想跟你说话，但我真的很伤心...

2011-12-05T10:13:00.001-08:00

Hello! I went for knitting lesson today before work. 2 knit 2 perl (?). I had a really fun time learning, great sense of achievement! :D ock, see this! 😃

2011-12-03T09:07:00.001-08:00

Hello! I had a splendid day today with awesome people. :D tmrw's going to be great too!

2011-12-02T18:38:00.001-08:00

Hello dears! :D
It's a good saturday today, I'm not working! Finally can have a good rest ler. (: been really busy working till 12am for the past few days. Hahah, but well, work was indeed tiring but simply awesome, though yuanhui and I had to stand for 8 hours just to cut apples and we still got scolded eventually. The "auntie chef" was really bossy and... Fierce, totally like a lion. Okay let's not talk about her. Well, today and tmrw will be my off day, and I really need to catch up with my knitting lessons and probably finish reading the book I borrowed from the library. Alright, nothing much ler bah kuddos, off I go. Stay tuned! :D

2011-12-01T10:46:00.000-08:00

ohayo!

It's like 2.48am right now and...

i'm still awake! :x

okayokay, anyway, i decided to blog because i had the sudden urge to share my feelings and thoughts.

I was packing my books and stuffs just now and i think..

i really miss studying.

i miss sitting down for 5 hours just practicing a.math.

i miss listening to madam tan's stories in chinese lessons.

i miss the always-hyper mr.peh's physics lessons.

i miss the naggy yet super carring mrs.tan.

i miss the sudden-mode-change madam ros.

i miss the hard-on-outside-soft-on-inside mr.chia.kk.

i miss the sarcastic yet good-hearted miss.choo.

and a lot and a lot.

Most importantly, i miss yuying, i miss my friends, i miss everything in secondary life! :D

well, but life still has to go on ~

As i move on, i tell myself that i'll be more enthusiastic and optimistic as i embark on this new journey of my life, learning to be independent, without my awesome and fantastic tchrs/friends whom i'll never forget.

OKAY. ANYWAY. Tmrw's friday and...

It's my OFF DAY! :D

I'M EXCITED YAY!

2011-11-30T09:17:00.001-08:00

Hello dears! Time really do flies and.. It's already December! Ohmygoodness, I still remembered last year, at this time, we were busy planning for orientation and stuffs. Now, it's one more month before we get our o level results! I really hope I'll be able to achieve excellent results, straight As will be good. :p HAHAHA. Okay, I know I haven't blogged for quite some time, reason being I'm too lazy, way too lazy. I've been working all day long these few weeks, and my arms are breaking from all the carrying of trays and etc. nevertheless, work was fabulous. Though I really met some managers who were really bossy and arrogant. On the whole, everything is still good perhaps. (: OHYES, and my eyes are really in bad shape, my whole body too. I've been chatting with ck till wee hours in the morning, because that's the only time we're both free anddddddd I guessed working at rise restaurant made me look really... CUI, though my pocket has got lesser holes now. HAHAHA. And yes, so everything has got its pros and cons. :D anyway, I chatted with my closest cousin yesterday and he told me he'll probably be going to Taiwan for university! Sounds kinda great right! Im really happy for him! :D HAHA! Okayokay, perhaps it's time for me sign off, after such a long sharing. Alright, bye dears! :D
Ps/ if only I could eat a lot an never get fat. How great right! :p

2011-11-25T10:05:00.001-08:00

I will record down this beautiful moment. I will cherish these wonderful memories. Tonight's prom was really great. Today, I find myself getting into another stage of life.
我希望你不会让我失望。谢谢你把一切都说出来。我很开心。At least, you were truthful, and I am really honoured to have you as my........
Boyfriend. (:

2011-11-23T07:47:00.000-08:00

......

2011-11-21T08:59:00.001-08:00

After looking through, I had many thoughts. Many many thoughts. Perhaps.............................
I don't know.

2011-11-21T06:22:00.000-08:00

Hello! :D

It's been a longlong time since i last posted yepp! Life's been really busy for me. I'm working at Suntec City bookfest, from 12 to 9, everyday for 10 days consecutively, which is really tiring! :x but it's quite fun though, because i get to meet people from all walks of life. Interesting right! :D hahah. Anyway, i decided to post because... I went to try contact lens today, and i SWEAR that it's really troublesome and WORSE THAN LEARNING A.MATH!! Omg, it's really difficult, and i tried for half and hour before i could put it on and take it off. My poor eyes, red and puffy from the trying yahh! OMG, HAHAHA. But wei ler yao mei, this is the consequence. Nevertheless, i am glad i finally knew how to wear it. HAHAH. :X BYEE, STAY TUNED THEN PEEPS! :D

2011-11-16T08:32:00.001-08:00

Hello, today, I feel as if I went on an emotional roller coaster. Really mixed feelings. Nevertheless, I am really glad that I still managed to catch 那些年，我们一起追的女孩 with ock. That show is a must watch, really nice, though it's quite vulgular ah, hahah. :D thank you for everything. (:

2011-11-14T22:57:00.001-08:00

Hello guys! O's are officially overr! :D hahah, thought its kinda boring now that it's over. HAHA. Well, but it's still better, because I don't have to worry about studying too little or I've been slacking too much etc. Hahah. Now that it's over, it's time for me to get a job and perhaps brush up on some life skills hmmm.. Anyway, I'm having some problems right now, on which hairstyle I should have :p should I remain as the current straightened one, or should I curl it ? I feel like changing another hairstyle, definitely! But at the same time, I don't dareeee. Hahah. :x hmmmm. Some comments? Hahahh. Ohyah! I bought iPhone4s few days ago and I find Siri superr cool one. HAHAHAHA! Okayokay, it's time for me to sleep again. HAHAHA GOODNIGHT GUYS :x

2011-11-11T04:33:00.000-08:00

11.11.11.
Today is an auspicious day to get married ah, so many 1s. HAHAHA. Alright. Had physics MCQ o's today in school, and the whole hall was occupied by 4E1! Cool ah, Hahah. I think on the whole, the paper was still quite okay, except that there were some questions which were really arduous.. But well, since it's overrr, I shall concentrate on my last paper - chemistry MCQ now. (= JIAYOU QIQI! GOGOGO! :D Anyway, had been busy preparing some cards for graduation since afternoon. Time really flies, in a blink of eyes, it's time to leave yuying.. It's really a hectic and awesome 4 years, Thankyou yuying for the wonderful memories. (= Well, few days later, pretty soon, it'll be the first prom night in yuying, as well as my first prom night. Excited ? HAHA. Well, these few days, I've been thinking a little bit too much I guess. To be frank, I don't know the reason, or why I'm thinking so much, in fact, it's to the extreme. In the early wee hours today, I woke up to study physics. I didn't sleep after that, though I tried to close my eyes, but many throughts ran through my mind.. I think I really need to take some actions soon. I am kinda lost though. x.x BUTBUT, today's a good day, tmrw is an even better day. I will look forward to tmrw. (=

PS: I THINK I'M GOING CRAZY OVER KIDS! :P I WISH I COULD ADOPT ONE OF THOSE LIL' KIDDYS OMG. ADORABLE AHHHHH.

My wishes for this special occasion which happens once a lifetime:
1. May all my family members and friends have good health and lead a blissful and happy life.
2. Good grades for my o's!
3. Have A small little brother or sister! ( impossible though :X ).

2011-11-10T10:24:00.000-08:00

痛苦过后会比较好受,
看开以后我学会更自由.

2011-11-09T04:04:00.000-08:00

dear blog, today, I am very sad. I feel as if I'm on an emotional roller coaster.. I feel really bad right now. I'm trying really hard to hide my emotions, but there's no where I can pour everything out, except here. I feel that my friendship with her is getting from bad to worse. Yesterday, I messaged her to ask her sis for my electronic dictionary, she told me it was with her already. Then today, I called her to double check, she sister answered, and told me that my dictionary was spoilt. To be frank, I am not angry that it was spoilt. I just felt that, she was trying to avoid me. I tried my best to talk to her, I did everything I could. Why is it that she just don't seem to see my intentions? I just don't want to lose such a good friend. I really cherish her a lot. In fact, I am really honoured to have her as my best friend, I am really happy to have known her for almost four years, we've gone through storms and wind together, we've quarreled, we've became the best of friends. We did everything together... But this time, we seem to get further and further away from each other. I am trying really hard to improve our friendship, but it just doesn't work.. Why.. I really tried my best. I am really sad. Really sad..

2011-11-08T22:28:00.000-08:00

OHAYO! :D I'm here again dear bloggie! Hahah. Anyway, chinese O's on thursday, physics MCQ O's on friday. And I am feeling so relaxed here. This is making me go mad. Hahah, my mood is gone Ohno. gahhh. Have been watching tv, sleeping, eating all day long. I'm like, studying for 10 minutes and resting for half an hour. Hahah, oops! :X help me find back my mugging mood dear blog oh blog! at least mug till 14th, when the last paper is gone ah! :( well. Alright, anyway, I went blog hopping, and I am really honoured to have really good friends around me. It's great to see so friends who care for me. I am contented. (=
JIAYOU QIQI! :D

2011-11-07T00:10:00.000-08:00

Helloo! It's a holiday today! (= There's still like, 4 more papers to the end of the o's. I'm feeling really off-mood, Hahah. Oops! :P Well, I guess i'm just going to give my very best till the last paper, and let fate decide for me the fruits of my labour. Hahah. anyway, recently, there's a happy-baby contest on facebook, and looking at the pictures, I'm going crazy. HAHAHA. The kids are superr adorable, I LIKE X100000000000. OMG, I cannot talk about them, I WILL GO MAD. HAHAHAHAH. Alright, I am going to start embarking on my awesome chinese soon... Bye peeps! :D A1, I'm cominggggggg! LALALALA. <:

2011-11-06T03:03:00.000-08:00

OHNOOOO! My brother says I've gained weight. Okay, to be like more straight forward, fatter. Nooooo! It's really time for me to do some running, if not 我真的变成一只大肥猪 already ahhh! :( I don't want! Omgomgomgomgzxsc. Okayokay, I swear I'm going to get some exercises after o's. Time to burn my books. HAHAHaHAHAHAH. lalalala!
(\^.^/) wOoooooo!

2011-11-03T03:56:00.000-07:00

helloo! Hahah, I'm here again, when there's SS paper tmrw! My brain is really saturated with all the conflicts and bonding. Ahhhh. Exploding, hahahah. Alright, it's the last few papers, main papers are really over.. Let's just hope that I'll get good results bah. wish me all the best for the remaining papers okay! FULL MARKS, IM COMING! HAHAHaHAHAHAH. :D lalalala <:

2011-11-01T07:42:00.002-07:00

OHMYGODDD! TMRW'S OFFiCIALLY GEOGRAPHY AND PHYSICS PAPER! GEOGRAPHY!! I feel so not prepared, it's like, I've memorize but I've forgot what I've learnt. good gracious. If only my brain is like a computer, I can save all my notes into a thymbdrive and print it out during tmrw's exams! How great would that be right! HAHAHA. OMG, I think I'm crazy. HAHAHAHAH. alright, got to prepare again, byeee. All the best to me tmrw ahhhh! :D
说真的,我已经麻木了....
我真的尽力了...

2011-10-31T02:54:00.000-07:00

HUG ME.

I AM VERY SAD. REALLY SAD...

2011-10-25T04:11:00.001-07:00

OHNO.

I swear that english paper was disastrous..

Especially paper 1 ahhh.

I think i wrote like, bullshit for the essay eh.

CUI MANNNNN.

Hope that the other papers and moderation can pull my grades up..

At least a B3 lah okay!! >:(

Okay, shalln't talk more about it ler.

Shall concentrate on my beloved maths, a.maths, physics, chemistry, GEOGRAPHY, SS.

JIAYOU AH QIQIQIQIQIQIQIQIQIQIQIQI! <3<3<3!

i hope that you can tell me everything, and not keep them to yourself.. It feels bad to not to know everything. I would rather i know everything.. mac girl. (:

2011-10-20T11:01:00.001-07:00

CUTEEEEEE? :D :D :D :D

2011-10-20T08:38:00.001-07:00

OHMYGODDDD. >:

It's like, officially 3 more days to my first paper.

Feel so unproductive these few days.

Okay, maybe this whole week.

Grrrr. What's wrong! I have this weird feeling that i'm the only one slacking.

I feel so guilty when i see the rest doing assessment books and papers, and here i am, like not doing anything productive.

I'm soooooooooooo scared. :/

AFASKAFDSHSDOAJEQEJKHFSF.

I think i'm going maddd, really mad.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Alright! I will start to be productive from now till the end of o's!

That's my resolution for now!

JIAYOUU QIQI!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

IMMA GOING TO GET 7A1S! WOOOHOOOOO! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3! A1S, I'M COMINGGGGGGG!

2011-10-16T17:37:00.000-07:00

Omygoddddd. It's exactly 1 more week to the O's!

I'm looking forward to it yet at the same time, i'm not.

What is this man... HAHA..

Well, this is a tough battle. I shall conquer it.

Last day of school - sentimental..

2011-09-15T02:27:00.000-07:00

I think, i really want to know how you feel now. We can face it bravely, but will you give me a chance and tell me how you're feeling? I don't like it when you don't talk to me.. If i'm really in the wrong, scold me. But don't ignore me..

Friends forever? :((

2011-09-12T03:50:00.000-07:00

HelloooO! i know i promised that i'll not get myself involved in blogging till after the o's but, i'm here to share a good news to you, dear bloggggg! Today was the first day of the last term in Yuying. 6 more weeks and it's the start of the real battle - the o's! Well, got back both sciences results, i'm really grateful that my hardwork and sleepless nights paid off. I got really satisfied results, both As!! I think i've to give the credits to my tuition tchr - mr.kelvin! He've really helped me alot, by clearing my doubts and etc. Definitely, not forgetting my school tchrs and buddies. Thankyou so much for helping me to achieve what i've achieved. I'm really really thankful to all everyone who've helped me with all their mights. Well, people say, you cannot have your pie and eat it. I think i sort of agree with this, because my humanities was disastrous! I jumped 3 grades lower, ohgosh! It's time for me to spend more time with you, MR.GEOGRAPHY AND SS! I'm sooo going to conquer you ahhh! Okay, it's officially 6 more weeks to o's and i'm really going to conquer it! 7A1s! I'm coming okayy! HEHEHEHEHE. I'LL CATCH YOUUUU!<3

Well, i'm going to end this long long journal off with this quote which i've been saying since the day i became stronger:

Success isn't final, failure isn't fatal. It is the courage to continue that counts.
Really, i am proud to say, i HAVE the courage to continue on.

Jiayou qiqi! You can do it! :D

2011-09-09T08:24:00.000-07:00

Hello people! (=

Today was quite awkward, but still fantastic indeed.

watched glee with friends and yeah, i think the movie was quite alright.

Not too bad, well.

Headed to study a little bit and here comes my headache :(

sad big time ahhhh.

Went to meet yuanhui for dinner and home sweet home.

OHYEAH. Finally convinced mommy to get me ipod shuffle.
The cheapest one....

I wanted ipod touch but she just wouldn't allow :(

OKAY, i swear this is the last time i'm going to post. After today, no more alright.

Sorry bloggie, i'm coming back after the big and challenging war.

Be prepared to hear my gooooooood news okay ! <3333333

2011-09-07T20:50:00.000-07:00

Ohhayo. (=

I think i am having a very weird feeling now ~

I think i shouldn't be feeling this way, but..

it's just so strange.

I don't want to feel this way.

I want to feel happy everyday.

Life will be beautiful;

come'on ~~~

2011-09-06T11:10:00.000-07:00

Hello guys! It's 2am right now in the MORNING. RISE AND SHINE ? LOL.

Well, i'm still up and about, not really sleepy. I guess this is what happens during the holidays. HAHA. Alright, time is flying sooooo fast that it's few days left to school reopen and the final lap. I'm so going to be refreshed and energized to face it right! Time waits for no man ahhhh! Anyway, holidays were great, had a good catch-up, laughing with friends and buddies. Okay, not really, but, it was still considered kind of relaxed. Okay, i don't know what to write now, it's kind of getting boring. HAHAHAHA. okay, byebye! :X

COME'ON, THIS WILL BE THE FINAL PUSH. JIAYOU!! (=

2011-09-01T17:28:00.000-07:00

HoiHoi guys! (=

Yesterday was tchr's day and it's the last one i'm going to celebrate in Yuying!

Aww, time really flies fast right! I still remembered the tchr's day last year, which the excos and i have planned hard together and now, it's claire and her committee. Well, the celebration was really joyous and i swear i laughed till my sides hurt. It was really well-planned, though with some small mistakes here and there. I believe the tchrs had a fun time toooo! After the celebration, went back to visit mrs.phang with jiajia, eilleen & haowen. It's been two years since i lasft visited her, and yes! she is still so sweet, lovely and caring. Jiajia became prettier, eilleen's still so chatty ever and haowen became more mature, more charming. (: Had a splendid time chatting with them and it was really wonderful! Going to have another catch-up with them in the December holidays, lovelies~ oOkay, i guess i've crapped enough. Got to go soon, bye bloggers! Keep tunned to this blog okay! :P

They say if you really love someone, you'll wait for her, you'll not give up wooing her.

You'll love her whole-heartedly, you'll do whatever you can for her, you'll always be there for her. We shall see. (=

2011-08-31T06:25:00.001-07:00

Hello bloggers! YEAH, i can finally shout that it's the end of prelims! I'm really dog-tired, after the almost every sleepless night. I miss my beauty sleep man! Going to catch up with my sleep soon! Alright, prelim's really going to be a wake up call for me, i think my results ain't going to be that won-der-ful, but it's still not time for me to give up. My failure in prelims this time round shall be the stepping stone to success for my o's! COME'ON QIQI, JIAYOU! HWAITING! YOU CAN DO IT! HAHA! Okay, these few weeks or rather, months, i've been catching up with my science. Both Maths are still considered manageable for me, but for science, it's rather CUI man! Oopps! I've to really catch up with my MR.P & MR.C. I'm COMING! WAIT FOR MEEEEE! HAHAHAHA! Sounds so wrong, okay ~ Alright, i think i've crapped enough, time for me to have my beauty sleep and replenish my energy. Byee dearieeee !(= MISS ME OKAY HAHA!

Ps, i think you're really cuteee. OMGOMGOMG!

2011-06-09T04:55:00.000-07:00

i've been slacking these few days and i'm super guilty. Arghh. The feeling i'm having now's also like sucky. @/:!'? What's happening mancxz. I'm super scared too. Tmrw's check-up and i really don't want to have another opt. Grrr. I've so many thousands of things on my mind right now, and it's really killing me.I really don't want this to happen to us, it used to be the six of us, happily chattering and bickering during recess, and my usual cheers with you guys. But what's happening now.. I don't want this to happen.. I really don't want this to happen. I want the six of us back together again.. Will everything be the same ?
:( i miss our usual past. Hiasx.

2011-06-08T00:16:00.000-07:00

HOI!
I think, i've really neglected the two of you, Mr.C & Mr.P. I'm really guilty. Ahh. I will put in more effort der ! Jiayou qiqi !(\^.^/)

2011-05-29T23:59:00.000-07:00

有些事情,明明就会的,但是就是那么粗心.. 真是越想越气自己.真的希望我可以争取到理想的成绩. Argh.

2011-05-26T07:30:00.001-07:00

hello my dear readers!(:
alright, here's a really shocking news:
i got back my report book today and well, results were not quite expected, as in, up to my standard. well, i only have to blame myself for all the revisions at the eleventh minute. 临时抱佛脚 ah! anyway, i finally understand what it means when people say only when we hope, we'll achieve success. yes, definitely, its with the action, and not only words. actions speak louder than words yah. i'll work doubly hard to achieve my ideal results, i'll conquer you guys, especially physics and english!
okayokay, i've been talking rubbish and here comes the most important news:
i'll be having my chinese o's in like, 3 days time' and i'm really feeling so "looking foward". i am going to give in my best for it and strive towards excellence. because i'm the best, so i'll be the best. lets all shine together, soar high and achieve our desired results alright. Jiayou my dearest !(^.^)
朋友,不要气馁,要在这次的失败中吸取教训,更加努力,坚强的走完这断坚难的旅程. 失败是成功之母,我对你有信心,你不能轻轻放弃.

2011-05-17T02:12:00.000-07:00

Hello readers!(:

Its been quite sometime since i last updated.
Yes, okay, maybe, its veryvery long.
well, today's veesak day, there's no school.
it also marks the end of the mid year examinations.
tchrs must be busy marking our papers and as students, of course we're happy, because there's finally a break for us after the long muggings.
for me, its an exception. i guess i really need to buck up already ah, my mye results' really going to be atrocious. aww.
whatever it is, i'll treat this failure as an opportunity for me to begin again more intelligently. i'm not going to let this end here.
afterall, i'm going to make my o's the best i can ever produce. anyway, saw this in xiuping's facebooks status and yes, it really got me inspired.
" when the world says, give up. hope whispers, give it one more try. "
yes, i'll give myself one last try.

2011-03-31T08:06:00.000-07:00

hello!(:

its been quite some time since i last blogged!:B

too busy these few weeks already.

everyday of my life are packed.

with studies & CCA. not forgetting an ORANGUTAN & FANOFBYEO.

HAHA.

my life's been extremely great these few weeks.

SPA was kindofokay.

there're not much tests, but i'm struggling hard with A.Math Trigonometry :(

its quite contradicting actually, because i find it fun, but fustrated to solve them.

ohwell. i'll work doubly hard yah !(:

ANYWAY.

i've become really a joking queen and a HUA CHI. (right, jiangyuanhui, ngxinyuan & tayguifang)

i find myself becoming crazier and crazier.

LOL.

1E1, 2n3, 4E4, ZHU & MONFORT are our topics now.

SUPERB :B

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2011-03-06T06:06:00.000-08:00

today was a fruitful day spent, especially at night !(:

went to yuanhui's house at around 7, and revised a.math topics with her.

we did simultaneous equations, matrix & surds.

revision was great.

i had a feeling of the past.

the past - like how we used to be like.

i yearn for those days and i can sense that they're nearing (:

i love you man, jiang yuan hui.

you never fail to brighten up my day. hahah, love you loads.

i feel so, refreshed & energized now.

thankyou to all my dears. (:

best mate, remember our ice-cream spree next saturday alright !

time to go, bye peeps ! ^^

2011-03-05T07:15:00.000-08:00

we're not going to say about that anymore. (:

everything's going to be fine for me.

i'll definitely fight all the way, overcome all the obstacles coming in my way.

no way will i give up, its not going to be the end for me.

chewmingchuan, thankyou for being such an amazing friend & for lending me a listening ear. (:

2011-03-03T01:42:00.000-08:00

i am very very scared now.

i really regretted, really regretted having worked so hard previously..

how i wished, time could rewind.

then, i would have not worked so hard. so hard. so hard.

is it too late now ?

how i wished, that you're here with me now.

i don't yearn for recess like how i used to anymore.

i need you, your advices in both board & CO.

and someone to sit beside me, to disturb me.

i need you, i'm really, scared. scared. scared..

2011-02-26T01:24:00.000-08:00

why,

because what's meant to be will be.

i feel so, ....

remember the days, we set out together in faith.

remember the times, so fine, when we thought that nothing could stand in our way....

often breaking down nowadays, i'm such a crybaby -.-

2011-02-08T06:06:00.000-08:00

dearest, i'm really afraid.

many tchrs & friends tell me, life still goes on.

i must be strong. however, without you by my side, i feel really weak, vulnerable.

the pain that i'm going through, its unbearable. i don't know how to describe the pain.

i'm not used to not having someone to sing oprea to me in class, popping sweets like mad in class.

i need you here, to let me gain my confidence level.

i used to have you in advising me in what to do, how to settle things, may it be in PB or CO.

now, i'm really alone.

i really hope that you'll stay strong, i know you'll stay strong.

i pray hard, i wish hard, i hope hard.

i hope you've heard what i told you yesterday.

perseverance is the key to success, remember ?

i've always repeated that time and again.

i hope you'll really persevere this time. i know you would.

you once told me, in this world, you're afraid of three people.

your mum, your granny and me.

please, listen to the one that you're afraid of for once, please, persevere on. hang on.

life's unpredictable. miracles WILL happen.

i will not give up on you.

i will never ever leave you alone.

we'll face it together, we're going to face it together, right ?

we're all here for you. i'm here for you.

i'll be here for you, like how you were there for me.

please. stay strong for this time.

fight, fight, fight for it.

i believe in you, you can do it.

be the dearest that i know, the one with the strongest determination to get something done.

the one that always, cheer me up, eat with me, study with me, play with me, go to CCAs with me.

i'll be waiting, until you come to me.

remember, I"ll BE THERE.

JIAYOU.

2011-02-05T06:59:00.000-08:00

hellohello!(:

its new year again. this new year's really different.

as time goes by, everything changed.

alright, went back to Kuala Lumpur with family and reunite with cousins.

didn't go back to home town because there's no house there now..

didn't really have time to shop, and most of the shops were closed.

didn't really managed to buy anything for dearests :O

however, i had an amazing time playing with all my cousins !(:

sadly, it was only for like, one day and we had to wave goodbye..

went back to granny's house @ pontian and stayed there for one night.

cousins came back from all over malaysia and managed to catch a glimpse of them,

before heading back to johor bahru to visit another cousin.

too many cousins, hahah :P

alright, then went for reunion dinner, together with ahma.

this year, i managed to have like, 4 reunion dinner/lunch in total.
HAHA, wonderful right :X

anyway, ahma finally came to singapore to stay with us.

mum says, there's one more bowl & spoon to include now on the table.

i feel kind of excited that she's staying with me, yes.

however, i just feel, weird.

well. whatever it is, its good with an elderly at home isn't it ? (:

Its never too late to become what you might have been.

jiayoujiayou!(:

2011-01-29T06:46:00.000-08:00

Its going to be new year soon !(:

i'm looking foward to KL, my cute lil' cousins, as well as.. red packets !:p

i believe all kiddos in the world would be feeling extremely excited, like me! hahah!

okay, ohyes.

mommy finally allowed me to buy my own camera, but i'll have to use my savings :(

so, i guess its a neutral thing - not too good, not too bad. hahah.

alright, i'm off for DIFFERENTIATION now !(:

byee kuudoos!

2011-01-26T06:45:00.000-08:00

2011-01-22T22:47:00.000-08:00

YOOP! finally ended & its really awesome. i've gained enriching experiences and my voice's like man now !:( pathetic. okay, so this week's schedule was superr busy due to the orientation programme. i'm glad that it ended with a wonderful yuying shine night. the classes were wonderful, so were the tchrs and the facilitators. now that everything is over, i want to step down as quickly as i can, peacefully. i want to fully concentrate on my studies, not forgetting the 7-hours-studying after school. hopefully, it will be able to help my achieve my targeted goals for o levels and i'll be able to go into TP. i've been really lazy today because i'm dog-tired. my mind is currently unstable and i just can't seem to concentrate. my nose's like a tap that's faulty. nevertheless, after a good day's rest today, i shall do whatever i can, to start mugging hard for the o's. jiayou everyone ! let's put our utmost effort to achieve excellent results, soar towards excellence like what the school song teaches us. little by little does the trick. gambateh !! (:

ifeelreallyexhaustedtryingtodomybest.

2011-01-19T05:57:00.000-08:00

Can anyone teach me.
teach me to juggle between three things at the same time.

i feel, .

2011-01-16T04:32:00.000-08:00

Studies, or Health.

if you were given a chance, would you choose studies or the latter ?

2011-01-14T07:07:00.000-08:00

ehhello.

i'm currently oh-so-sleepy. The weekend's coming again. well, i don't know if this is a good news or not. 2nd week, flew away ! This week was really busy. i felt as if 0's coming like, right tomorrow. i think at this rate, studying-studying-studying, i'll get real berserk ! :X anyway, during english lesson today, we were showed a newspaper article, which really inspired me. foreign students getting A1 for english language. They were once an F9 student and their hardcore studying, really awesome. i want to learn from them, but 7 hours of studying arh, isn't as easy as said. really, jelly ! weehoo. After reading the article, i really felt more determined, to score an A1 for the english language. YES, lets do our best yooho! :D jiayou everyone !

because you're amazing, just the way you are.

2011-01-13T07:16:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, when i stare into space, i am not dreaming. i am deep in my thoughts. i need to overcome my challenges, i try by all means, i try with all my mights. to overcome them.

no why, because you're fated to be who you are. be glad to be who you are, because you are awesome, just they way you are.

you may be weak, but always think that there are other people out there in the world, such as the cancer patients, bravely fighting the game between life & death. so, stay strong !

2011-01-08T06:32:00.000-08:00

cherish, cherish, cherish.

HAI!:D

its saturday, and one week of school just passed. time really flies, and i hope it would really slow down because i cannot catch up !:( first week of school was awesome, but really tiring. a.math's trigo almost killed me! well, had SL meeting today and i swear it was really not so splendid. okiedokie, shall not talk about stuffs that makes me go hey-wire. met yuanhui after meeting & yes, she's awesome ! HAHA. there was no "joke of the day" today, because its saturday and no one came to school. i think we'll get crazy again on monday, when school starts and homeworks come rolling in :X overall, the first week of school was filled with joys & laughters. thankyou jiangyuanhui, for playing a part in my life, brightening my life :D i shall start to mug hard this weekend, yes, really !:X okayokay, enough of rubbish. byebye stalkers :P

ireallypinedhighhopes,butithink.youreallymademedisappointed.well,sacrificing.ithinkitsreally.important. idon'tknow.

2010-12-31T05:36:00.000-08:00

Ohhayo!(:

today, its the 31st of december 2010! time really flies and yes, one year just, boomed past like that. through this year, i had gone through alot, really alot. i thank my close ones, especially my family members, my dearests, for always being there for me whenever i go through the many obstacles i face. thankyou for being there for me, going through thick and thin with me. sharing my joys, as well as sadness. i had a wonderful year, and its really.. awesome. this year, really made me stronger & more mature. as i embraced through all the challenges i faced in life, whatever it is. regardless whether its health problems, relationship problems, family problems, emotional problems. i thank those who were always there for me, being there for me, always willing to lend me a listening ear. i thank these people from the bottom of my heart. life's been awesome for me, because you people are there for me. friends, i love you guys! thankyou for adding colours to my life, for playing a part in my life. friends come and go, but i cherish those who come, as well as those who go (: next year's going to be a really busy year and i will be able to cope. i believe i can do it. HAHA! okay, i am so, determined :X okiedokie. today was spent working at takashimaya, with eimno and her friend. i'm dead beat :( so, anyone's going countdown for 2011 ? hehehe! its going to be CROWDED! awesome, i'm staying at home to accompany my television. rawr. hah! tomorrow's going to be a new beginning, a new start, a new chapter of life for me, and for everyone else. for those who are taking o level's next year, lets work hard together & embrace the challenges we face in our way, lets overcome them with great determination and yes, gambatehoh!:D

jiayou! lovelovelove!:D

last but not least, HAPPY NEW YEAR DEARS!

2010-12-30T07:26:00.001-08:00

hehaho!(:

today's a day which i must really blog. you know why, because i realized, the world's so small. really small ! today when i went to work, i met two new friends. one of which was a senior from yuying and i was pretty much shocked !:p its really such a pleasure to know someone who was previously from yuying. she shared her past experiences & i shared with her our excellent & well-kept facilities we have in school currently. its really my pleasure to know you, bee chin !(: HAHA! the whole afternoon was spent talking about yuying. hahhh! that really helped me to kill pretty much of my time & for almost the whole day, we weren't bored at all !:D well, i guess its fate. HAHA! okiedokie, got to go already. byyeee!(:

2010-12-26T08:06:00.000-08:00

i am feeling superr fustrated now & i don't know why. many things are running in my mind right now. can someone please, help me to calm down. i want to tear myself apart. argh :( somehow, i really feel like crying now. :(

2010-12-24T18:25:00.001-08:00

Hello!:D

before i start nagging about my life, i want to wish everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS! hohoho. have a blessed & enjoyable christmas dears !(: so, its christmas. went to yixuan's house to celebrate christmas eve. his place was like, super noisy & everyone were all smiles. hahahh, headed home & went out for dinner with family *loves* brother went to zirca for countdown & i had to stay at home :( argh. i was elated when dearie phoned me to wish me a merry christmas. HAHA! so sweet of her right :p basically, christmas eve was simple but pleasant for me. mmm. hope to have some time to have a good chat with the sec twos before the start of their busy secondary three next year. today's christmas & yes, i'm finally going back home :D wohoo, its been a long time since i went to godmom's place & i'm super duper happy. okay, i guess that's it. basically, nothing big / small happened this few days & life's been rather hectic for me, due to working attachment. life's a series of roller coaster, so even if i'm busy, i want to be a happy busy person. heehaa!:D

before i end my extremely lengthy & mundane speech, i want to say :

thankyou to everyone ; my parents, my brother, my tchrs, my friends, for playing a part in my life, making me feel so great everyday. i love you guys !(:

2010-12-21T08:16:00.000-08:00

life's been really a roller coaster for me this year. full of ups & downs, i'm glad that i have really learnt alot from my mistakes, as well as other's mistakes. most importantly, i've learnt to cherish the pleasant & lovely present, & forgive on the upset past. well, after reading behind the closed doors, i felt really fortunate, to have such a great & loving father, though we always almost have practically nothing to talk about sometimes. not forgetting mommy too. i feel fortunate, that i do not have to be afraid of my dad, or hide myself from him, like jenny & kim. i've grown a year older, which makes me sounds old. hahah! well, this year, i've enjoyed myself lots. be it with family, or with my dearest friends, you guys have made me feel safe & secure. of course, there are definitely things which i've lamented. i blamed myself for the bad happenings. however, i know that life still have to go on no matter what. when one door closes, the other opens for you. from door to door, i've learnt something. sometimes, i regret making that door shut. but sometimes, when i re-consider it again, i comfort myself, and contemplated " good choice made ". because when you don't shut that door, the next door will never open & you will never know the good/bad stuffs that are waiting for you. i knew that it would come, but i never expected it to be so soon, so sudden. i know that no one was to blame, but myself. i relented in. i've learnt. i thank myself, for having to relent in, so that i could learn something. though it was a heavy & tormenting punishment, i am really glad. (: once again, i would really want to express my gratitude to close friends, who had been by my side all this while, especially yuanhui, xinyuan & mingchuan. not fogetting fongmin, yinleng & the rest. we did have some kind of heating arguments in between, but i know deep in my heart, i've still longed for those moments to return, though i guess it'll be hard. i believe one day, i hope one day, time will heal the wound. nevertheless, i thank you guys from the bottom of my heart. i want to say it now, because i want to live my life to its fullest, to express my gratitude & heartfelt words to everyone whom i really cherished (:

loves, qiqi.

2010-12-18T07:25:00.000-08:00

determined, to overcome my circumstances, yoohoo!

hello !(:

today was exhausting, aiyoi. however, thanks to chocolate & soso, my day was brightened up. HAHA! working attachment isn't bad afterall, you get to meet new friends, people from all walks of life. i used to have a phobia to make friends with people from NT, because when they are mentioned, the first impression i have is that " ah beng image. " now, i guess i'm really convinced that they're actually friendly people, treasures that the society ought to cherish (: well, through this ten days of working at suntec, i've learnt alot. how to deal with customers, meet their needs & everything. most importantly, i learnt not to be so clumsy, losing things here and there. i'm getting real berserk, my ez-link card lost again, arghhh. time really flies & ten days just passed in a blink of eyes. tmrw's going to be the last day at suntec & i am sure i will miss chocolate !:( i will miss the morning laughters & small chats that we have when we slack :x especially you throwing stationaries at me. evil! HAHA. hope that we can still keep in contact okay ! after tmrw, it will be office day again, saddddd. in a few week's time, it will be school again. life's going so damn fast, awww. if only time could slow down a little for me, to catch up with nature's beauty. qiqi's dreaming again, here comes doraemon !:D HAHAAHHAH! mad :p

2010-12-14T06:16:00.000-08:00

Hello!(:

i'm like, finally having an off day today, love my boss much :D

i had ton loads of fun today with yuanhui!

met her at hougang mall for lunch.

ate our superlicious kfc and went to stephanie's mum's shop to rebond my hair~

my butts are like, pain from sitting on the chair for like so damn many hours :/

after that, went to bras basah to buy books & went back to hougang mall for dinner.

hehe. to sum up, today was simple but fun. great times spent :D

arh, i am really pork now. cash-strap. seriously ahhhh, i need my pay. my books !:(

sometimes, we just have to trust ourselves, believe in what we think are right.

for as long as we feel right about our actions, we need not attend to other's opinions.

tomorrow's going to be a tiring day, work ahhh ! jiayou ah qi!(:

2010-12-09T08:56:00.000-08:00

Its been quite some time since i last posted & yes. life's been rather hectic for me these days, especially now that i have working attachment. maybe, i should not say that i am really tired, because there are others out there who are even more fatique than me, more stressful than me. its how i manage my time, its not how my time manage me. my body's slowly getting used to my working lifestyle & i hope it'll be getting on fine. well. my temper's becoming from bad to worse. yesterday, i had a tiff with mum & it was disasterous. i cried. perhaps, i really do feel guilty. or perhaps, i am really stressed out. i guess its really time for me to change my temper. sometimes, i ask myself, is it really my fault, or is it that mum is simply just biased. now, i'm still really confused over it. definitely, i know that whatever she does is for my own good, but sometimes, i'm just pissed off. everything comes down to me when its my brother's fault. i am not trying to deny that i am wrong or finding excuses for myself, but sometimes, its really that obvious that i cannot stand it. i tried to tolerate, but i could not. i tried to hold my my tears that day, but it just couldn't stop. sometimes, i really wonder why human feelings are so weak. well, i guess i shall really spend these few days to reflect on myself, and see if i really should change my bad temper.

i hope that its not coming again, i had it once, its really enough. i am really not prepared for it.

never give up because when you believe that you're the best, you will be the best & you can do it !<: I

2010-12-01T09:01:00.000-08:00

i'll be the brightest sunshine that never fails to brighten people's life !(:

ohhayo!

its the first of december already, time flies huh.

i remembered i was still mugging like hard with dearests for the sec three EOY examinations & now, its like, time for me to prepare for the o levels.

i've been really busy these few weeks, so busy that i really neglected my studies :X

school's going to open and a new year's going to start in exactly one month's time & i'm not proud to say that i've not touched my chemistry homeworks.

ohgosh. i don't really understand any single thing on organic chemistry & they're really killers :(

i really need to go for tuition classes now. rawr.

well, back to working attachment.

these few days of working attachment for me was quite fun, but a little boring.

packing of stuffs & everything really makes me go wild.

its my job anyway right. i'm just going to enjoy it :D HAHA!

i enjoy everything that i do & they are meaningful.

at least i get to learn & you know what.

my supervisor says, if the school were to hold a competition on packing, qinghong & i will eventually turn up to be the winner, because we've been trained for it already! HAHA!

this is how tough our jobs get in the office.

packing hours non-stop.

however, we had perpetual fun in the office, because we're like, badmouthing each other. LOL!

how funny can this get :X

this friday & saturday will be working at events & i'm super duper excited !:D YAY!

what's best is that we're going to suntec city for the bigbig event & we'll be going there to promote Faber Castell's stationaries. woohoo, this is going to be superr fun i swear.

however, it means that i'll not be able to see my dearest yuanhhui & xinyuan for like, so many days :(

miss them ton loads eheh.

cannot wait to see them soon !:D

okay, i guess its time for me to go to bed, if not i'll be snoring like a pig tmrw morning.

byebye dears!

2010-11-29T03:36:00.001-08:00

The will to persevere is often the difference between failure & success.

First impression are always hard to change.

However, i am determined to change other's impression of me by end of december.

jiayou !(:

when there is hope, there is future.

qiqi had a fun day with qinghong today, just that he keeps sabotaging me. rawr, evil.

its really time for me to learn to be serious. control yourself!:(

Lesson learnt :

1) how to pack stuffs.

2) basic manners when sitting in a car.

3) its always better to go home later than on time.

4) slippers are always better !:X

ohyes, its b.a.d.m.i.n.t.o.n tmrw !(:

2010-11-28T04:21:00.000-08:00

i am trying very hard to be contented with what i have now, but its really tough, like jelly.

i am always the one at fault, i am always the one who never contributes anything right. -.- yes, i admit that i am the one who always goes out & spend hard-earned money, but you NEVER AT ALL ? what the. i want to scream please. ohmygod. my holiday mode is totally ruined by you. okay, whatever it is, i don't care. i will really appreciate it if you can stop complaining behind my back. zz. i respect you as a brother, please respect me back too. i tolerate, but i have my limits too. thankyou. -.-

i am glad that i am going for my working attachment tmrw, instead of staying at home.

if not, i'll be going berserk.

2010-11-27T06:57:00.000-08:00

Happiness is an attitude. we either make ourselves miserable or happy & strong.The amount of work is the same, so why not we just make ourselves happy, & enjoy life to its fullest ? :D

today was boring :O

slept till around 12pm & ate my lousy breakfast.

went back to sleep again, and woke up for dinner :X

i'm like, a pig man, i slept for like, so many many hours & i still feel like sleeping. hehoha.

i'm still slacking now & i wonder when i'm going to touch my piles of homeworks, especially chemistry.

okay, this is a short short post as compared to the previous one, because nothing happened much today, just that i am superr pissed off with my brother & my mommu. i'm always at fault. what the. dad's the best. okay, byebye. hope that hengqiqi will stop slacking around tmrw, be moremoremore serious.

i'm looking foward to tuesday's badminton session !(:

kekekekekek!

2010-11-26T09:57:00.000-08:00

May happiness fill the world!:D

Hello dearies!(:

qiqi is finally back, from bigbig events.

i guess the SL camp'10 & yuying hundred year aniversary dinner was quite successful & yes, i enjoyed myself, i learnt alot. needless to say, i've gained alot from both events, i've lost alot too.

i shall start off first with the SL camp perhaps. 23rd to 25th November, through this three days of camp, i've learnt to make decisions at the very last minute, anticipate changes & stay relevant. i've learnt about the importance of communication, & yes, i've realised communication is very important. i've learnt about where we could improve on the camp & stuffs. through this camp, i've learnt & gained alot of experience, i find that i've become even more confident now to talk to the leaders. most importantly, i've learnt that letting go works. i've gained friendship from this camp, and i find myself one step closer to the prefects. however, i lost my voice, my toes are having blisters, my whole body aches, my legs have got bruises & i deprive of sleeps !:( but i strongly do believe that from the benefits i gain from this camp, the sore throat i have now, is definitely worth it. i want to thank all the excos, xinyun, weiting, yenna, junhao, chinkeong, yixuan, harrison, jiahao, from the bottom of my heart, for being so understanding & helping to work together, to make this camp such a success. we're the best right ! lets work hard together for the one last orientation camp too alright, we can do it ! jiayou !:D ohyes, i want to say a big thankyou to jianxuan for the gift from sydney, deeply appreciated. (: now its the part for the yuying undred year aniversary dinner. everything was proceeded smoothly & i guessed the guests were kind of satisfied (?). i'm not sure about this but i hope that they'll feel good about this dinner & they've enjoyed themselves. afterall, all the tchrs & prefects had spent our precious time rehearsing for this event. what i want to say from this events is that, i'm very proud of the prefects in the prefectorial board now, because the leaders are volunteering to render their services to the school, to help out for the dinner, though they were fatigue from the SL camp. i'm really glad that the prefects are showing initiative & i definitely do believe that we will be able to soar to greater heights, lets work hard together alright!(: prefects, the common bonds we share, we can do it, TOGETEHR!:D ohyes, before i forget, i sincerely hope that nothing would happen to the guy who fell from the stairs & injured his tail bone(?). please be fine.. guess what, today was my first working attachment day, and i was late for my work !:( 5 minutes late, because i overslept. ohno, i got to be really early to be on time for my working attachment on monday. i've learnt quite alot from today's working attachment too! especially on Faber Castell's history & i've learnt how to do finger painting & how to use a water colour pencil !:X HAHA! overall, the attachment was kind of great exposure for me, because this is the first time i'm working in an office & this will be my first job ever, in the society. YAY! & yes, i've learnt alot about my working partner, qinghong too!(: hahah, i'm definitely looking for my next working day, on monday. butbutbut! i hope that it will be even more interesting & not that be boring like today. keke!:D

oopps, maybe, i've talked a little too much, stay tuned dears !(:

sometimes, its only when you really open your heart, you will realise that there are actually always a bunch of good friends caring for you.

i want to spread my joys & happiness around. i want everyone around me to be happy. (:

keep going, keep going, jiayou!(:

2010-11-22T02:25:00.000-08:00

"Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving. Reach out. Share. Smile. Hug."

I want to reach out, i want to open my heart, i want to share.

I don't want to be selfish, i want to change into a better & new me.

Today was kind of bad. But i shall treat it as a lesson learnt.

Went to school for SLCAMP's meeting. Briefed the facilitators did all the last minute preparations.

I guess everything should be ready by tmrw bah. Tmrw's the big day, where all of us ( camp committee ) will see the success of everyone's hard work. Let's work hard together for the one last bit & we'll be able to make this camp a success. We may have quarreled over many things, we may have been loggerheads with each other, but lets just, work hard together for one last time & we'll enjoy.

well, i think, i should apologize to the whole committee for neglecting the camp for quite sometime. i'm really guilt-stricken. SORRY!:X Lets enjoy the process, gambatehoh!:D

i want to change into a better person, a good leader, an optimistic person. from this moment onwards, i want to change. i will change. i must make an effort to change. i can do it, jiayou qiqi!(:

2010-11-21T00:56:00.000-08:00

Hello!(:

today was superr bad lo :O made a wasted trip to toa payoh library. Didn't take back my library card & i did not managed to borrow my books. rawr, i'm sososo clumsy man. i want to kill myself. HAHA, okay. tonight's going to be great, because i'm meeting yuanhui & xinyuan for dinner. Looking foward to it. keke, okay. byebye !:D

i want to open my heart to to give others all that i can.

i should start studying man,

HENGQIQI! stop slacking please!:(

2010-11-20T06:54:00.000-08:00

Welcome back to those who went to sydney (:

hahah, i am so jealous man. i also want to go! i want to fly ~ rawr.

today was average. actually wanted to meet xinyuan & yuanhui for dinner but in the end, cancelled.

dad bought us out for dinner today!:D hahah, going to meet them tmrw i guess. went to tuition in the morning & headed to school for prefect's meeting. today was kind of rushy man. okay, after that, went home. nothing much happened today, just that i am slacking like mad. going to take express train soon!:X HAHA. okay, i'm crazy. ohyes, before i forget, thankyou yixuan for that pouch from sydney. YAY. i'm oh-so looking forward to december, but oh-so not looking forward to december, what is this man. okay, really madddd. byebye!^^

i want to learn to look at new perspectives of life.

2010-11-19T01:41:00.000-08:00

i forgive & forget. Forgiving makes me feel free & light. I forgive everyone, including myself. i am flexible to adapt to changes. i love myself. (:

today was boring. CO whole day totally kills me. wanted to run away, but managed to get influenced by xinyuan to stay. great :X fell asleep during sectionals, LOL. when i woke up, jason was like, xing lai le ah!:( this is superr embarrassing. HAHA. okay. today was boring, but awesome, because i managed to practice my GU SU XING! ohyes, my first step was made. YAY(: anyway, finally got my taekwondo brown belt. a feeling of satisfaction hoh :D its just few more steps away to my goal. jiayou qiqi, gambatehoh!:D bye stalkers!

2010-11-18T03:47:00.000-08:00

i want to proudly say, i am strong enough. (:

today was bored :O went for tuition in the morning & to school for the yuying 100th year aniversary dinner rehearsal. before heading to school, met yuanhui for lunch @ hougang mall. headache almost killed me. rawr. tonight's going to be intensive training for taekwondo i guess. i'm like, kind of looking foward but kind of not looking foward to it. i like taekwondo, but i hate trainings. nevertheless, i'm not going to give up even before the game starts. gambatehoh!:D tmrw's going to be CO day again. ohgosh. & guess what, i've got ton loads of homeworks, piled up, waiting for me to touch them. arghhhh. *faints*

sometimes, i just, feel inexplicably sad. i don't know why.

2010-11-16T08:31:00.000-08:00

i am who i am, the one and unique me ; only i can judge myself.

hello everyone. i'm like, super high now, and its 12.30 now. i don't know why. okay. basically, today, went out with my dearest jiangyuanhui. met her at kovan & we went to simlim square to hunt for my ipod. after that, went to orchard with her to get her salary. then went to eat & chatted. again, we got stuck in the same things. well. i've learnt from her today, she've learnt from me today. that's what friends are for right !:D thankyou for everything. keke. okay, after that, went home while yuanhui went for the CO concert. went for dinner with my family & i'm like, superr full right now. becoming fatter and fatter nowadays, especially now that its the holidays !:( rawr. i got to stop muching. hahah. fattyheng~ okay, today was great, except for the fact that i've realised that bastard finally shown his true colours. seriously, i'm pissed off with that bastard man, what a coward. okay, whatever. please shoo off, don't hurt others. okay, shall not ruin my mood with a bastard, who makes girls cry. whatever. i guess there's nothing much already. tmrw's public holiday, have a happy holiday everyone !:D this week's going to be superr stress for me, but yes, i'm going to overcome it, i can do it ! cheerios !(: gambatehoh!

2010-11-15T05:46:00.000-08:00

i am pleased with what i have created for myself & i look foward to everyday, because i am able to learn from my mistakes. everyday is a new beginning for me. gambatehoh !:D ehllo. today was superb, though my leg hurts like madd now. rawr. went to school early to study. met mr.kang in the canteen and chatted with him for quite some time before i started on my work. well, i guess i've grown much more, because i now kind of understand what he says. Well, what i want to say to mr.kang is that, i've not regretted letting go, and seeking your advices that day. life isn't to dwell on mistakes, but to move on & learn from mistakes. thankyou for nurturing me, and guiding me through, leading me to sunshine, to what i am today. if i hadn't let go of things, i wouldn't be who i am now, the real me. (: okayokay. went for CO practice at 9.30 and i am satisfied with my performance today. i learnt a new song from mr.lin & i decided to really concentrate on dizi. i'm going to struggle and get myself a grade no matter what next year !:X i promise myself, keke. what's best is that i managed to escape from the concert tickets again this time, YOY !:D HAHA. sorry dearest peiyi, but i'm really not interested in it. keke. after that, went home to change and got prepared to go to school again, to go to istana with the principal. met up with cami & harrison. headed to the office and guess what. we sat on the principal's car to travel to istana. we were like, super VIPs in mr.goh's car. LOL. priviledged eh. keke. went to istana & mr.goh encouraged us to take photos. Funny. first time, i'm so flabbergasted, a principal actually told us to take photos. Hahah. okay, then the president came and prize award presentation, blahblah. reception was awesome, all kinds of food available and we were like, woahh. so high class !:X after that, headed for home early as harrison wasn't feeling that well. yes, i guess that's all for today lerr bah. today was really enjoyable, just that i wouldn't want to wear heels anymore, because my leg & toe hurts !:( goshh, going to have plastered legs soon. scary, ohno. this is so lame. okay, hahah. tmrw's going to be superbbbbbbb. i'm going out with. you know who, i'm not going to tell you. visit my blog tmrw and you'll know !:D keke, byebye peepoos. sweet dreams.

2010-11-14T03:31:00.001-08:00

its never too late to change and work on a new you. its up to you to decide who you want to be, what impression you want to leave on others. jiayou hengqiqi !(:
whelloehello. today was another boring day too :O but at least better than yesterday, because i went to the library with xinyuan !:D keke. today, i discovered something. bedok's library is bigggg ! But bishan's better. hahah. headed to the library to return and borrow books. read a book on writing wills and i guess it really motivated me to work towards my goal to become a lawyer, keke. YAY. xinyuan read about her chinese literature book and yesyes, all the best. hope you can complete that boring chinese book soon. HAHA. after that, went to eat my dinner and bought each a cup. headed for home after that. on the bus, chatted about relationships !:X well, maybe what xinyuan said made sense. yuanhui. not going back for the same grass. oopps. okay. overall, today was great, at least i learnt something new & interesting. keke. ohyes, today, i realised something too. what comes around really goes around. i bought mac for my dearest brother yesterday & he actually lent me his ipod today. miracle. keke. xiexie oh. i guess its about all lerr bah. anyway, bon voyage to those who are flying to sydney today. have a safe trip & enjoy yourselves okay !(: keke. tmrw's going to be awesome, because i'm finally going to meet yuanhui during CO practice. i sound so les, wo de tian yah !:X okayokay, sayonaraaa !:D i look foward to tmrw, because its going to be a new beginning for me.

2010-11-13T06:26:00.000-08:00

choose who you want to be, and not let others decide for you.

hello!(:

today was boring :O

went to school for SL meeting. i tried to do what i was supposed to do, as told by the seniors, and i think i did my job. it ended early & went home after that. slept for like so many many hours, diedie. really fatty heng already :X well, yuanhui dearest is working now and i've no one to talk to. xinyuan is busy i guess. rawr. qiqi is boring :( tmrw's the day that i'm going to start moving. keke, schedule's going to be superr packed. but i'm going to enjoy it to the very max !:D nothing much already i guess. bye toodles!(: conbunwaaa. ohyes, before i forget, bon voyage to those who are going to sydney tmrw! have fun & don't forget to miss hengqiqi !:D keke.

2010-11-12T08:19:00.000-08:00

optimistic definitely does helps. weeheee.

i'm back, home.sweet.home. finally back from the 2day1night CO camp. afterall, home is still the best. keke. okay. camp came out unexpectedly awesome than i expected it to be. i've gained, i've lost through this camp. nevertheless, the enriching experience i gained, i believe, is enough to cover up for the loses. well, for this camp. i knew how it was like, to be a camper. i understood the feeling of being a camper. it really bought me back my first secondary one CO camp's memories. only one word to describe, awesome. i've gained much more than what i've expected, and i find myself getting more confident as i talk to varian & hisyam. i find myself getting not so demoralized, as well as easily getting a stand for myself. through this camp, i've also made new friends, new juniors. i enjoyed myself with them. (: i've realised that everything happens for a reason. for everything that happens, there would definitely be a reason behind it. be it just an lousy excuse, it is also a reason. especially after talking to hisyam, it made me realise many things in life. people get tired of doing the same things everyday. i've chose the path for myself, and i should bear the consequences. i've to learn to be independent, i've to learn to fend for myself. i've to learn to accept who i am. i've to learn to choose to be what i want to be. what doesn't kills you makes you stronger. through this camp, though its only a totally playing camp, without torturings or practices, i've learnt more than what i have learnt from the previous camps. in fact, i think this is will be one of the most memoriable camp. i'll never forget the lesson learnt. perhaps, others may not have learnt as much as i did, but i'm really glad to say, the fifteen bucks i spent on the camp was not wasted, though the food was only average. i want to express my gratitude to both my seniors & juniors, especially hisyam & varian. not for torturing me during the nightwalk & making me do funny actions like a clown, but for the valuable lessons learnt during the few hours chat. thankyou very much !(: not fogetting joey & xinying, as well as agnes. i'm sorry to have woke you guys up early in the morning when you guys were supposed to assemble at 9 :X but personal PT was great right, 20 rounds parade square. HAHA! funfunfun :P i guess this is about all for the camp bah. the next upcoming bigbig project will be the sl camp, and i'm looking foward to learn things & improve myself. yesyes, so, gambatehoh qiqi. keke :D byebye dearies.

2010-11-10T07:57:00.000-08:00

ehello. (:
today was awesome, bbq was great. keke. woke up in the morning & met xinyun, qianwei, yixuan and yuzhi at kovan. headed to white sands to meet yongjie. went to the arcade and took neoprints. wee. headed for the class chalet at around one in the afternoon. ordered pizza hut & ate cup noodles fill our hungry stomach while waiting for the pizza :O after the pizza was the hip.hop session. what's so exciting was that xinyun and qianwei were dancing oh. wo de tian yah! laughed like madd while they shake like madd. LOL. okay, after that, xinyun & i went to sleep, like pigs. Oopps !:X keke. woke up and went for the bbq. overall was fun, especially in the room when we were all laughing like berserk. hahah. ohyes, tmrw's the CO camp & i am kind of really looking foward to it. wohoo, i'm going to be superr high tmrw, YESYES. butbut, i haven't packed my camping stuffs, got to dig out all my PE shirts again. and i bet mommy's going to scold me for being so messy again. ohno. hahah, well, shall pack my stuffs after all the camps. i guess nothing much already bah, good night toodles, CONBUNWAA !:D

2010-11-09T07:35:00.000-08:00

conbunwaa !(:
today was awesome, though SPA made my day bad. i guessed i've flunk my SPA for both physics & chemistry. zz, seriously, i don't know what's wrong with me, okay. fml. Zz. okay, shall not let SPA spoil my mood for chalet. headed for 3E1's chalet after school & we had fun laughing all day, though the activities were simple, i did enjoy myself there. especially during the so called night activity, they switched off the lights and scared us to our wits :O however, the bravo, calvin who was in our group, mancho yoh. he was like, steady & not afraid. xinyun was hugging my like teddy bear, made me laugh like maddd. LOL. okay, nothing much already. before i go off, all the best to those who are taking o level chinese tmrw, especially yuanhui & xinyuan dearies. gambatehohhh!:D keke. sweet dreams.

2010-11-08T02:08:00.001-08:00

ohhaayoo !(: though its not morning, i'm still saying ohhaayoo, because thats the only word i know :X oopps. keke. okay. today was soso. physics practical, i know i'll not be able to do that well, as i made quite a number of mistakes i guess. nevertheless, gambatehoh qiqi !:D tmrw's chemistry practical & i'm really going to buck up on it. okay, jiayou everyone !^^
着么感觉有快石头压在心上.
nono. today, i promised myself, that i'm going to change into a new me. be prepared to see a new qiqi tmrw. keke. sayoonahlaa !(:

2010-11-07T02:25:00.000-08:00

coneecheewa !:D
today was supposedly planned to be a studying day for me, but it ended up having a hearty war with dearest jiang. well, hai, the war ended, and i'm proud to say, qiqi is much stronger now. stronger than who she was before. it made me siphon out my stuffs & everything. i'm really glad to have such a really wonderful friend. though you always disturb me in class, sing oprea in class, but they were great. though your singing sucks !:X oopps. hahah. now, i know. i know. i know. what works,
and what doesn't works. words cannot express thoughts, so, arigato dearest, loves. okay, tmrw's physics spa & i'm oh-so going to have a hot bath. keke. wish me all the best okay. gambatehoh everyone !^^